Moving on...!!!

wOW... after long period of torture, thinking and unwillingness to move on.. I really think its time.. to move my butt out of this place.. I am getting to comfortable and the mental stress is getting into mi .. and i am reacting slower as compared in the past.. cos dun use my brains that much any more.. feeling old.. haiz... bad har.. rather leave nw then hate him forever.. once i blacklist him..hahah.. opps... fierce har

Feel veri relieve that the stone is off mi and its time i move on to something else.. haha.. At least nw i feel much lighter and in a better mood.

Darling .. I miss u

Today is Mon.. usual blue mon.. sleepy and tired and had a horrible blister from the hot sun yest afternoon.. the floor was scourching hot and walking bare footed on it is hell.. pain nw..

Sleepy and cold mon.. raining early in the morn.. nice weather to stay back in bed..hahha.. how i wish.. but Darling brighten up my day.. was having a busy morn when i saw darling on MSN.. I was so shocked and happy.. quickly msg her and it was 1010pm over at her side.. she sound so tired and sleepy.. Poor darling.. Rest more k.. n apply more lotion.. dun be too stress k..

Was glad to c her on msn even for that short while.. at least to noe that she is doing okie there.. hahha .. darling dun forget our 'Presents' k.. hehehe... opps...

~ Darling ... Love ya.. Take care k... muacks ~

Dinner at Heeren with Didi

Darling not back yet.. far far away in states.. sob sob.. decided to meet didi for dinner on sat. As usual lar..c annot decide wat to eat.. so leave it to didi.. We had korean food.. Yummi... its at Heeren, haven been there like ages... feeling like a country pumkin in orchard.. hahah.. like a tourist.. hehhe..

We meet at 7, but mi and sweetie was early and didi is late as usual so we went walk around and got the table first.. haha.. we got some surfers shorts, maybe not in to mood to shop so couldn't find anything nice.. hmmm...
Then we went into this shop and look round cos 30 -70 % discount.. hahha.. so go in n take a look.. i first find this white top quite nice.. plain but nice.. then look thru the rack found another one.. hehe.. n it was nice.. but didi reach already.. so need to go for dinner.. hehe.. then will come back n try later.. ahah.. Saw brandon working in the shop.. hheheh.. he was shock to c us there, like wise lar.. By the time after dinner, already 8 plus and sweetie wanted to go New Urban male to look at the Bikinis.. but ended inside she saw the sandals.. hahah n ended up making the hunks call all branch to get the size she wants.. haiz.. cannot tahan her.. she got a pair of beach heels.. hahah..

By the time she finish, Its already almost 9 plus.. n the shop closes at 9 plus - 10.. hmph.. i wan to try tat top.. hahah .. then didi went down with mi.. to try tat top.. the white din look tat good but the dark grey one looks better.. heheh.. something different from wat i have in my cupboard.. but i loved it.. veri nice.. juz realise tat didi has a small head.. the caps he try on, is sooo big on him.. hehe .. so cute like small boy.. haha .. was thinking of getting the top.. nice lor.. hmmm... i din get it.. still thinking..

Then we rush off to get my fav.. gElato.. yummi.. darling i finally got my gelato..' Green Mint' and didi got 'Caramel"..heheh.. yummi... my main aim to go down town is to get tat.. yah..

AFter that we meet up wif Ben to go get a drink.. we went down to the Kopitiam at Meridian Hotel first cos ben needs to get dinner.. then we headed down to crazy Elephant for a drink.. didi din follow us cos he needs to help his friend to set up his pc..

We had nachos again and tonite the plate is filled to the brim.. mountains. We saw Jonathan at China One at Clark Quay.. and sweetie eagerly msg him.. and she went up to say hi, dance and drink.. and after a while jonathan and gang left the place.. he is gone.. drunk and wasted.. haha.. dunno how he is going drive home.. haha..

We left the place soon after.. and headed home.. cos tomolo need to get up early, lian and lindy is coming over for a swim.. heheh.. getting Healthy lately.. hahaha .. opps..

Jerry at Sispec

Wah.. veri fast.. didi at Sispec coming 1 week lioa... inside training to be sgt lar.. after 6months, he will be a sgt provided he pass lar.. haha .. Muz pass so can go other unit to takan ppl k.. haha... dun get bully hor...

*didi Jia You k

Darling going away...

darling will be away tis weekend.. onli back next week.. haiz.. she is back to her usual schedule lioa... flying here and there.. ahha.. for meetings lar.. take plane like as through taking taxi.. hahah .. Haven pack ur stuff rite.. 'Still dun pack'.. no time lioa.. goodness and ur stuff is like mountains... Take care of urself k..

*darling faster come back k.. I will miss u terribly... Muacks...

Dinner at east Coast

YAh... finally had my dinner treat from Leong Ho today.. haah cos he din come for my birthday celebration at O bar.. haha .. we went to this HK cafe at east Coast.. hahha.. bUt i dun no the name.. opps.. I am like tat lar.. know how to go but dunno the name .. hehe.. Anyway , we had prawns (mistake order), pork ribs and soft shell crab and RICE.. hahah.. for 2 is like feast lar..

The food was nice.. and we couldnt finish the food.. too much rice.. haha .. too full for any desserts.. hahah ...

PS: Leong Ho Thanks for the treat it was good, come out next time k...
Darling next time we go k.. hehe...

Sudden realisation of life..

Veri fast 1 week gone lioa .. even the weekend is over.. LIfe is such a weird thing.. having live life for soooo many years.. its like onli nw that i have really lived for myself.. hahah ... enjoying myself to the fullest.. without having to worry abt anything..

In the past, life is all abt meeting people's expectation.. give ppl the best impression u can.. be the little good gal, innocent, well- behave gal.. but in everyone there is a little wild side of us.. then needs to be unleash once a while.. or will exploded like a balloon.. u will noe urself beter thru tis wild side.

Everyone is like wearing a mask.. u never noe the real person unless he/she is willing to take off the mask for u.. but not everyone will realise that they are wearing a mask becos its becoming to be part of them..

I used to think that people's comments and impression of mi is veri impt, always trying to maintain the 'goody' image.. veri tiring har.. haiz.. its time to be more myself.. or i dunno if can tahan till i die.. hahah .. opps..but nw i think y wat ppl say bother u.. cos u live for urself.. not for them.. hhahah .. abit slow.. but not too late..

And i believe tat i am enjoying my life better noow.. hahah ...

RelaxinG DAy !!!

Today meeting darling for suntan, sauna and swim.. haha... Got up at 10am, a little to tired to wake up but meeting darling at 11am so have to get up.. then i cal darling to find her still in bed.. hmph.. i should have juz stayed in bed.. hahah.. MI and sweetie had our breakfast, change pack our stuff and waited for darling to call.. Suddenly the sky turn dark and pour showers.. hmmm.. juz dash out hopes for tanning.. hehe.. no sun.. but lucky onli for a while.. then we quickly go down first.. to catch the first bit of sun.. haha.. we din had sun tan lotion tat day so we apply sun screen instead.. haha..

we manage to tan, swim and even the jacuzzie.. hehe.. and sauna.. wow.. total relaxation.. we were in the shower room for more than 1hr so by the time we got out.. it was raining cats and dogs.. sooo heavy and daddy called to he is done so he is dropping by.. yah..

We try to make our way back home and ordered Pizza.. yah.. cheezy bits.. sinful but delicious.. yummy.... and wats best to play mahjong on a rainy day.. haha ... Finally another thing done.. haha.. We played but darling and daddy opening cheated.. hmmm... think we two invisible har .. haha.. but i won tat game.. yah.. hahah... Finally finish 1 round, feeling sleepy after all the food, air con and rain and sun.. haha .. suddenly darling commented tat i was getting darker.. understanding tat we apply sun screen, the effect is slower.. haha.. we naturally start to turn darker.. haha .. hmm is it the light, sun or wat.. haha...

We ended the game at abt 7.. then darling and daddy left for home.. sweetie was still deciding if wan to go airport to send winston off.. he is going to UK for 4 yrs... i bet he will miss sweetie alot.. haha...Study hard and all the best over there...

My second celebration

Hehe.. Love it when my birthday falls on the weekend.. can have extended celebrations... hahah.. had the best celebration on Fri nite.. and had another one on sat.. WOw.. this is juz a family dinner, steamboat.. yummi... when it comes to food... anything is yummi.. haha..

Had to wake up at 8 tis morn, to go to the market cos we getting seafood from Sweetie's pa so the two of us had to get ourselves out of bed.. we slept at 6am cos got home cant sleep then we chat.. till 6.. wow... onli had 2 hrs of sleep.. yet we two look quite okie.. not sight of tirness on our face.. hahah ...

by the time we got home, we were like half dead.. need sleep.. or else tonite cannot tahan.. haha .. my aunties are coming over, sweetie and debz.. was trying to sleep but my phone keep ringing.. cant sleep.. give up catching my winks.. haiz.. will juz tahan lar...

I was sooo hungry by the time my aunties came.. so we quickly get to work.. set the table and boil water and put everything into the pot.. haha.. I got 2 cakes for tat nite.. wow.. both oso mango.. hahah ... so coincidence.. hehe...

Then we played 350 too.. but today my lucky not there.. i ended up drinking.. haha.. opps.. was a little high, then my auntie say we better cut the cake before i drunk.. haha...

But after the cake, we were to tired to continue lioa then my aunties all went back.. then sweetie came back from her aunties place and she actually agree to meet bernard.. i was already high, lying in bed.. so tired.. oso dunno can make it to chat with ben anot.. haiz.. Lucky the shower woke mi up or else, i cannot tahan to 3am.. haha.. by the time, we got home, we were hungry.. ahha.. cleared the tibits and make a pizza.. haha... then we sleep... FAT... hhahaa.. no choice..

The end of my birthday celebrations... phew safe and sound

Sept 9 2006 - Kwa's Birthday

Yahoo...& Sob!!.. Haha.. cos its my BIRTHDAY.. hehe.. Oh no..1 yr older lioa.. but as long as i remain young at heart.. I am still young.. hehhe.. opps..

Have been counting down to this day like 1 month back, Mi, darling & sweetie were already like discussing wat to do.. haha.. n finally decide to have it at O BAR.. hmmm sounds familiar rite.. its our playground.. My invitation list goes on & on, includes Of cos Darling, Sweetie,Winston, Daddy, Didi, Johnie, James (din come), Leong Ho (din come), Jonathan (cannot come), Meow Meow, AH Nia, Lian,Sof and Kor.

My Dearest Kor, didi, Darling,sweeties, dear

Finally the day is here.. heheh.. I was having like the worse gastric i ever had for the past week and wen to the doc on fri.. so on MC.. hehe.. have to eat light and easily digest food.. but the doc din noe i will be out partying and drinking tat nite.. haha.. opps... So i was a good gal at home rest and eat properly so tat at nite can recover n enjoy myself to the fullest.. hehe..

Was toking to sweetie, asking her how long she need to dress up and she was like ' More than 1 hr' muz wear nice nice mah.. haha.. okie.. for mi lar.. we got to the place at abt 10 and got a corner table, condition tat we open at least 30 bottled drinks and had our fav Nachos with cheese.. hahha.. Was worried tat it was too much for us but i still go ahead.. cos KOR is there.. Good drinker..

Finally all of them arrived.. last to reach is sof n kor.. while waiting for them, we played 350, a game we have been craving for and veri excited abt.. haha .. Since i was the birthday gal.. priority is to make mi drink so i was got the dice.. haha.. i had abt 3 glasses of drinks.. then meow meow and johnie was sooo worried tat i will pass the dice to them.. keep telling mi to go over the other side.. hahha ..

After a while, darling and sweetie say they wan to go dance floor.. hmm... but was having too much fun to realise tat they are up to something.. haha.. when Kor and sof came, they two oso came back and suddenly the waiter came from the back door with a cake.. okie.. my guard was down.. din expect them to play a trick on mi.. re-lightable candles.. hmmm... something we play on others too.. but din expect it to be on mi.. haha .. No wonder i keep blowing, never ending lar.. *puff.... *huff...*puff.. still lighted.. finally the candles give up.. Yahoo... i tot i was spared.. The knife was veri miserable.. soo small, confirm is butter knife lor.. oso dunno how to cut thats y its turn into crumbs.. haha.. kinda of a bit messy lar..

Then DIDI saw the ribbon.. he was soooo excited, keep asking mi to lick it.. "Didi.. the other time not i sabo u wan.. i am sooo *innocent*.. its JOHNIE.. But didi still refuse to spare mi.. still insist and Darling oso lor.. add in.. hmmm... oso cannot get away.. hahh.. okie i shall lick it up.. but the ribbon is sooo long.. dunno how to do it properly.. hahha .. and my face got chocolate... hahah... i couldnt believe how much tricks darling and sweetie got up their sleeves.. hmmm.. and dweetie gave mi my 'present'.. it was a CAndy bikin bottoms.. haha.. and its red.. and still ask mi to wear.. haha.. Please lar.. its sooo big.. haha...

Finally i got my proper present.. yah... but i got a shock when i open it.. they gave mi something from citigems.. and its not something small.. i couldn't react but i was veri touched.. almost teared.. THANKS alot.. i really loved it alot.. thanks.. Its too ex.. how can u all spend soo much on mi ... *feel bad to meow meow, johnie and DIDI *

Finally, Kor start his nonsense.. My first waterfall.. haiz... well.. buy 1 get 1 free.. so there is two on the table.. hmmm.. and kor can tell mi, how many i got on mine birthday.. this is small case lar.. haha.. 'Kor, mi not u lar.. no good drinker'.. too much, i can;t keep it inside of mi.. haha... the moment it went in, it came out.. and i juz grab a jug and fill it up.. hahha .. opps.. and Darling come back with Tequilla neat and gave mi one.. 'DARLING.. did u forget i can't take tat'.. hmmm.. i was like looking for Sof, kor or even didi to drink for mi ... but none of them bother mi.. hehe.. so bad.. 'Kor, will u carry mi out?' Lucky didi and sof can drink lar, didi took the other waterfall and winston and sof had a lambogini.. wow...

The next thing i noe, Winston tell darling he din get drunk b4.. hahha.. big mistake.. haha.. lucky for mi, she change target to him.. hahah... and i quickly escape to the dance floor.. hahah.. or else confirm gone. Saw Mic and group there.. hahah.. so i share my cake too.. help mi finish alr.. hahha..and Ismail brought mi a beer.. hmmm din finish it.. onli have 2 slips.. cant go in.. thanks for the drink.

We stayed till closing and i was walking out sober.. but Winston is super high.. haha.. cos they finish up all the drinks at the table and leave nothing to mi.. hmph...

Thanks Sweetie for giving mi a birthday wish from the DJ and my surprise present, Thanks Darling and daddy for my lovely roses and Johnie for bringing the cake, Meow Meow , DIDI, Ah nia, Winston, Sof and kor for coming. and MOst impt thanks for the lovely present.. I had the BEST Birthday Celebration ever...!!!! LOve u guys... Muacks...

Fri Nite

Didi was so happy smsing mi and darling that he will be out on fri.. in the eveining will be civillian lioa then in the afternoon.. got anther msg from him ' sian har, will be out at 8 plus'.. then when i was meeting amanda later in the nite. He msg again saying that he juz got on land and tat is like coming to 11pm lor .. goodness.. didi was so bored.. haha .. lucky din meet him for dinner... hahah ..

Tat nite we went down O bar.. got there abt 11 n it was packed inside.. wow.. crowded har.. haha .. it was fun but lots of Indian.. hmm the music was nt bad.. still can survive.. hehe.. hopefully on the 8th will be better..

Opps... Slowly har

haha .. Sweetie was clearing her bag and i saw tampons falling out.. so i ask her abt it lar.. As a gal of tis age, still dunno how to use, abt stupid rite.. haha .. i got 2 samples from her and my next mth i will try tat .. When young, mom will say dun use tat alter the hole will be bigger or will loose.. haha .. n to think i actually believe her.. opps... hahah ... So excited.. cannot wait for my next period.. hahah ...

The next day she oso was teaching her collegue how to use it too.. haha .. she still luffing tat missy teaching ppl how to use tampon.. hahah

French Manicure

Wow.. Sorry.. been kinda of lazy updating my blog... hahah .. so nw i will do my updates k..

Tis week sweetie din go to work cos she hurt her back.. on mC for 4days but still going out.. haha..cannot stay home so after work she will come by my place and gossip or sauna.. haha need to burn the extra fats.. hhaha.. and she finally rem to bring the french manicure stuff and she wanted to do it on my toes but i juz did it so no choice.. we did it on my fingers.. i love french on my fingers, veri elegant and pretty.. hehe .. make mi feel so demure.. hahah ..but in actual fact no alr.. hahha .. opps.. its the opposite.. hahha ...