Thanks Darlings....

Thanks darling, sweetie and all my love ones.. I have received lots of consoling msgs.. and i oso noe that i have to learn to let it go but time is needed.. maybe time will not help heal mi tat fast.. But dun worry, i will be fine...

Its not easy getting over departure from ppl or pets that you have spend a long period of time wif.. they are already part of the family.. if anything happen to them, your heart will wrench and emotions will start stirring... so dun wait till no time is left before u show ur love.. do it everyday, every hour, every minute and every seconds.. you never noe when they will leave u...

I really thank you guys for the love and concern you have shown CODY all these years.. I believe that he is doing pretty well at the other side.. and i oso noe that he will always be in our hearts... I noe it hard consoling someone that juz lost something precious and close to their hearts.. i really appreciate the concern i get from you.. altho not much is discuss.. its all in the heart...

Thanks sweetie for the little rabbit and oso help mi thank Ah boy for being so totful when getting the gift..

Goodbye Precious Cody

TOday 3rd March 2007 marks the end of my life wif cody... My mom decided to put him to sleep.. We toke to the ppl at the hospital and there is no change in his condition, need to force him to take medication and food.. and he is super weak..

When my mom told mi last nite, its veri hard to accept tat tis is going to happen.. although you noe he is suffering and its a relief for him.. its hard to let him go.. since he is sick, i have been crying myself to sleep everynite so last nite too...

Mi & Mom got to the hospital, in the morn to c him before putting him to sleep.. he was on drip and he looks soooooo weak... u look at him, there is no more sparkle in his eyes.. the ppl there says he has lost his orientation but when he saw us .. he wants us to carry him.. he wants to get up but too weak, keep fallling down.. look at him will really sadden your heart..my mom carried him for awhile.. i believe tat he noes wat we are going to do.. can c the sadness in his eyes.. unwillingness to leave us, like us but no choice.. they told us tat the have to force him to eat, drink and take medicine.. he ditry himself when peeing and pooing.. they juz shower him.. its going to be tough taking care of him when he comes home.. it may take years for him to recover.. during tis time, he needs alot of care , concern and love from u.. and need alot of time to take care of him.. i noe tat its the rite decision but it hard to live wifout him in my life..

The time has come, the doc came in and give him a jab and he slowly goes into a deep sleep.. his heartbeat no longer beats.. it onli took 2 mins i think.. veri quick, maybe cos he is sick so faster.. the next moment, he is gone.. my cody is gone... we were wwif him till his body temp decreases... he went in peace.. Mi & mom has been crying till our eyes are swollen... its really hard letting him go..

he's been wif us for 9 years.. since he was 3 months, a little puppy til nw.. a old man.. time flies veri fast... from training him to use the toilet, drinking from his bottle and eating in the kitchen.. to nw he noes how to tell u wat he wants, drinking from his bowl and eating wif us.. we din train him much tricks but he really understands us alot.. he noes wat to do and who to look for..he is really veri guai. my pa isn't a dog lover but thru these years he accepted cody and loves him alot...when we bring him out and put him in the car, he wun jump out, will sit and wait for you to come back.. he loves going out.. any traces tat we are going out, he will follow u tightly.. when we open the gate.. he will come back when we call him, he wun anyhow run.. he is such a lover boy.. he wun dirty the house even if his toilet is dirty.. he will tell you to clean it upand if hungry ask you for food.. he is a faithful lover.. cos since he come home he onli plays 1 toy.. onli 1 and nothing else..

Even if he smell food tat he love, he wun eat more than his own share.. BBq chicken wings, pan fried prawns, roasted duck, fried fish, papaya,carrot stick, pig liver& kidney, pork ribs...dried shrimps.. all his fav food...

there is sooo much memories of him to be said.. no mater how much tears fell from my eyes.. there is still tears flowing for him..

~Cody.. I will miz you 4ever, u will be my 1st and last ...~ I LOVE YOU!!

BAD week

tIS IS THE WORST WEEK I EVER HAD .... Nothing seems to be rite.. first I fell and injuried my left leg, then cody is sick, then i fell again and sprain my rite knee.. then my pa go for the second balloon and finally puting my precious cody to the hospital... Everything comes together in the same week... Its hard on my mom, having to take care 3 of us.. Thanks Mom.. she has been great...

I was on MC for two days.. cant move my knee.. so cannot walk.. its horrible, having to lie in bed the whole day and muz have all the things i wan around mi..cant go to the toilet on my own.. cant even get up from bed my own.. haiz.. its like bed ridden ... goodness.. even if i wan to sayang my cody oso cannot... Seeing him banging into things at home when he walk is really sad, he wants to be like the past but he cant.. he has difficulty eating, drinking water and even going to the toliet... its juz like human.. when suffer stroke.. juz tat he cant toke... so its tough seeing him like tat ..

I hope the worst is over ... its onli the beginning of the year.. better things will be coming our way...