Sunday, March 04, 2007

Goodbye Precious Cody


TOday 3rd March 2007 marks the end of my life wif cody... My mom decided to put him to sleep.. We toke to the ppl at the hospital and there is no change in his condition, need to force him to take medication and food.. and he is super weak..

When my mom told mi last nite, its veri hard to accept tat tis is going to happen.. although you noe he is suffering and its a relief for him.. its hard to let him go.. since he is sick, i have been crying myself to sleep everynite so last nite too...

Mi & Mom got to the hospital, in the morn to c him before putting him to sleep.. he was on drip and he looks soooooo weak... u look at him, there is no more sparkle in his eyes.. the ppl there says he has lost his orientation but when he saw us .. he wants us to carry him.. he wants to get up but too weak, keep fallling down.. look at him will really sadden your heart..my mom carried him for awhile.. i believe tat he noes wat we are going to do.. can c the sadness in his eyes.. unwillingness to leave us, like us but no choice.. they told us tat the have to force him to eat, drink and take medicine.. he ditry himself when peeing and pooing.. they juz shower him.. its going to be tough taking care of him when he comes home.. it may take years for him to recover.. during tis time, he needs alot of care , concern and love from u.. and need alot of time to take care of him.. i noe tat its the rite decision but it hard to live wifout him in my life..

The time has come, the doc came in and give him a jab and he slowly goes into a deep sleep.. his heartbeat no longer beats.. it onli took 2 mins i think.. veri quick, maybe cos he is sick so faster.. the next moment, he is gone.. my cody is gone... we were wwif him till his body temp decreases... he went in peace.. Mi & mom has been crying till our eyes are swollen... its really hard letting him go..

he's been wif us for 9 years.. since he was 3 months, a little puppy til nw.. a old man.. time flies veri fast... from training him to use the toilet, drinking from his bottle and eating in the kitchen.. to nw he noes how to tell u wat he wants, drinking from his bowl and eating wif us.. we din train him much tricks but he really understands us alot.. he noes wat to do and who to look for..he is really veri guai. my pa isn't a dog lover but thru these years he accepted cody and loves him alot...when we bring him out and put him in the car, he wun jump out, will sit and wait for you to come back.. he loves going out.. any traces tat we are going out, he will follow u tightly.. when we open the gate.. he will come back when we call him, he wun anyhow run.. he is such a lover boy.. he wun dirty the house even if his toilet is dirty.. he will tell you to clean it upand if hungry ask you for food.. he is a faithful lover.. cos since he come home he onli plays 1 toy.. onli 1 and nothing else..

Even if he smell food tat he love, he wun eat more than his own share.. BBq chicken wings, pan fried prawns, roasted duck, fried fish, papaya,carrot stick, pig liver& kidney, pork ribs...dried shrimps.. all his fav food...

there is sooo much memories of him to be said.. no mater how much tears fell from my eyes.. there is still tears flowing for him..

~Cody.. I will miz you 4ever, u will be my 1st and last ...~ I LOVE YOU!!

3 comments:

Unique said...

I Am Very Sad I Olso Cry Out Although I Only Saw Cody Once But I Will Also Miss Him.



Winnie Sisther
Unique

双子星 said...

Darling.. don't be too sad.. must be strong.. I'm sure this is better for Cody.. He must be in great pain.. now he is relieve from all the suffering and he will be watching over you & your family :)

havocmissy said...

Cody boy... i miss u too... very much.... noe u dote on me alot too... i will miss you really badly... really sad & shocked to hear wad has to happen to u.... Love u Cody... forever!!!!