Neglected or Purely Octacised...

Haiz...was it mi or wat? I attended a friend's birthday dinner last nite.. felt totally out of place.. like as if no longer belong there.. had indigestion during dinner.. din enjoy the food although i loved sushi... haiz.. just feel so uncomfortable there.. nothing much to toke abt oso.. juz sit there and smile or crap abit.. it was tough.. facing ppl that were once sooo close to u, and nw felt like strangers.. it is soooo werid.. haha.. you cant seem to get the point across to the group.. a sense of lost, loneliness and sadness floated my mind..

Will u be treated differently after long absence... i have no idea.. totall cannot clicked anymore.. Humans are always the hardest things to understand.. dealing with ppl makes life interesting and challenging but is will oso bring unhappiness... hehe... maybe its juz another phase of life.. or means the end of a relationship... hmmmm...